Paula Panich

J.D. Salinger, 1919-2010

Franny and Zooey, J.D. Salinger’s third book, was published in 1961. The the two long stories had been published previously in The New Yorker, in the Fifties.

I had a hard-cover copy. I suspect I had requested it as a Christmas gift. I was in the eighth grade; I can’t imagine where I had heard of it. The New Yorker was unknown. No books in the house of my youth. I had schoolbooks. I used the library.

I wore my hair in a long bob that required sleeping in painful brush curlers. I loved clothes, and boys, and peacock blue ink, which I spilled on the hall carpet. I loved Franny and Zooey above all else. I had never been to New York, known anyone who had been near Yale or Princeton, in fact barely knew any adult who had gone to college at all. But that Glass family. Were people really like that? And could someone really tell stories like that?

Yes. Yes.

Read the three essays in this week’s New Yorker, in “The Talk of the Town” section, one of them by Lillian Ross, a memoir of her fifty year friendship with the writer. (http://www.newyorker.com)

But don’t miss Adam Gopnick either:

“Writing, real writing, is done not from some seat of moral judgment but with the eye and ear and heart; no American writer will ever have a more alert ear, a more attentive eye, or a more ardent heart than his.”

Writing in the dark, watching light

Writers are notorious for their superstitions and fixed habits. Certain pens, chairs, desks, talismans, even teacups. I’m at work on a novel, set in 1932 Hollywood. I seem to have to start working in the dark. If I can see the dawn, the day is already making its claim on my imagination.

A disadvantage is that one may feel sleepy at 10:00 a.m. The real payoff though is watching light. When I am in my writing cottage, dawn slips through two big pine trees across the street. A glory.

Right now the cottage is too damp. So I write in the house, and watch the light advance through the mullioned windows in the living room. For a few moments, it lies silky across the dining table, like a scarf.

What Julie and Julia Have to Do With You

On Saturday, January 23, I taught a writing workshop at the Los Angeles County Arboretum & Botanical Garden in Arcadia, in the San Gabriel Valley.(www.arboretum.org)

It was the first day of sun after several of rain, and it looked as though the world were new. As my friend Judy Horton says, winter in Southern California: oranges on the trees, aloes and cybidiums in bloom — and snow on the mountains. There was snow on the mountains. And this is an aloe in bloom.

The workshop was about writing about what you love. (That’s where the Julie and Julia come in.)

Debra Prinzing, that lively and fine writer and speaker, had a guest turn. Saved the day! (www.shedstyle.com)

Writing about what you love with clarity and brio takes practice, and that is also what the workshop was about. Or at least was its intent. The proof will be if most of the twenty-five souls braving four hours in chairs have gone home to hand over hearts and minds to what we used to call “the page” — but may now be the tweet. Sweet. Maybe.

Happy 150th Birthday, Anton Chekhov!

My forty-year affair with Chekhov began innocently enough, with the plays. Perhaps it was The Cherry Orchard. Not quite sure. But when I read his short stories, and then the letters — oh those letters — no retreat was possible. He was mine.

We had a 150th birthday party for him here in Los Angeles, on January 17. Twenty people; herring, beet borscht, stuffed peppers, chicken paprikash, a zakooska table with piroshki, pickled everything, and sour cream above all. Shots of vodka, Russian champagne. Desserts with sour cherries, apples, poppyseed.

(Russian sour cherries are small, and tart. Chekhov liked to eat them by shoving five or six in his mouth, juice running.)

White flowers, many white flowers, and branches of barely awakened quince and forsythia.

We might have bored him. But — we had gardeners in attendance. Gardening was his great passion. That cherry orchard was just the beginning.

I read his story, “Fish Love” aloud. Short, and witty. Rain was falling. We could hear it through open windows.

Through the window could be seen grey sky and trees wet with rain; since there was nowhere to go in that kind of weather, there was nothing to do but tell stories and listen.

Autumn in Montisi — Southern Tuscany



The sky a perfect Mediterranean blue; layered, complex birdsong, dusky fragrance of wild thyme; a big spider lazily scuttling across the narrow village road. I sit in front of the village’s only bar-cafe, closed now at 11:00 a.m. for the day, this being low season, and a Monday. The church bell chimes, once. On the other side of the wall, across the road, olive trees, a big spyria, two old apple trees, two enormous cypresses. The tiny Postitalia car putt-putts down the road. Two men in quiet conversation by the wall, the rhythm of their modulated voices rising and falling. One is much younger than the other, is pierced by two earrings in his right ear. A couple of hours ago I saw him shepherd his little boy to the village school. The village awakens slowly, the children not due until 9:00. A man on an old green bicycle wheels by with a tip of his white cap. Buongiorno.

The sweetest morning you can imagine.

3,000 mile garden


Not sure how it happened, but I have a three-thousand-mile garden. One part is in Northampton, Mass., the other, much smaller and less labored over, is in Los Angeles. Please don’t ask where in Los Angeles — it’s in the city, close to the middle of the city, between downtown and the beach. (People in the East seem to think “Los Angeles” is synonymous with “Southern California.”)

The essential difference between the two parts of the garden can be summed up in one word, one element: water.

I’ve watched more rain fall in the summer of 2009 in Western Massachusetts than I have in four years in Los Angeles. About 15 inches! Rivers are high, high, like snow-melt high.

Water rationing, long overdue, is now the law of the City of of Los Angeles, and my handkerchief-sized lawn, so I’ve heard, is blighted. Containers festoon the small front porch, though, each each plant surviving on plastic-tube life support.

But here in Northampton this summer, my new gardening gloves are caked with mud. I love to garden in the rain, and then to come into the house muddy and soaked. What could be better? The wet summer allowed me (and some helpers) to restore a neglected garden. We moved a tree, removed a tree, pulled up a boatload of liriope by its roots, moved and divided so many perennials the the list would bore. Gave away many hostas. Never really liked them. Moved a big pink-blooming rhododendron from the back yard to my neighbor’s side yard. Root ball must have been 150 pounds. Fun though. (I was the helper on this one, to young arborist Jeremiah Woolley — have you ever heard a more New England-ish name?) The rhodie has a beautiful shape. I can see it now, from the dining room window.

My neighbor Sue likes to garden in the rain. Her husband Steve too. Wonderful, laboring in the rain, calling back and forth from garden to garden.

I’ll return to Los Angeles at the turn of September, the hottest month of the year there. It will take some adjustment. I will dream of my New England garden when leaves fall, and again when it sleeps under snow.

Marilynne Robinson



These are my dear friends, the writers Maryann Macdonald (light) and Patricia Marx (dark). They are standing in a miraculous place — the damp, underground (o.k., basement) room where Marilynne Robinson wrote one of the great novels of the late 20th-century — Housekeeping.

Maryann and Trish, who live in Manhattan, visited me in Northampton, Mass. this weekend, where we have a beloved home, usually rented out. A few years ago I learned that Marilynne Robinson had lived on our street (Massasoit) with her then-husband and children and had written Housekeeping there, in a room in the basement. The kind current owners of the house invited us in to see where this act of faith and art had taken place.

There is a single window where one can peer out to see the lawn and a few shrubs, but that’s all. At least she was able to see some natural light, and rain, and, of course, snow. (Snow and rain figure prominently in the novel.)

Housekeeping is a novel that encourages you, teaches you, admonishes you to be one hundred times more alive than you were before you opened its cover.

This, from page 13 from my Picador paperbound edition:

The years between her husband’s death and her eldest daughter’s leaving home were, in fact, years of almost perfect serenity. My grandfather had sometimes spoken of disappointment. With him gone they were cut free from the troublesome possibility of success,, recognition, advancement. They had no reason to look forward, nothing to regret. Their lives spun off the tilting world like thread off a spindle, breakfast time, suppertime, lilac time, apple time.

The book was published in 1980; I read it for the first time in 1988 or so; I lived on Massasoit Street for four years before I ever knew she had lived in Northampton at all.

Writers, look at that basement window and know any- and every- thing is possible.

The Wilds of Vermont



My amazing, gifted friend, Phyllis Odessey, is horticulture director for a New York City park. But her “park” is really an island, Randall’s Island, and she is in charge of garden-making on a scale most of us can’t imagine.

But on her own “plot” — a hundred acres in the wilds of Vermont — she gardens with an intimacy and artfulness that has left me breathless. She was a painter, a graphic designer, and a creative director before she brought her refined eye for color, rhythm, texture, light, and scale to horticulture.

There are sculptures and vignettes of her own in this garden along with the bold stonework of the famous Dan Snow. (Phyllis is married to the architectural photographer Peter Mauss, who has photographed Dan Snow’s work, a collaboration that has resulted in a couple of books.)

These poor photographs of mine are woefully inadequate, and I beg Phyllis’s pardon. Look at her site and her blog to get a much bigger idea of the scope of her talent and hard work — www.phyllisodessey.com. Her garden is on a hilltop. There are views to the east and west of the hills and mountains beyond.

Phyllis has cultivated herself. She is an embodiment of art. That’s what it takes to make a great garden — this deep cultivation of self, first.